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King_of_Rocking_Out
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Name: Matt
Gender: Male
Interests: listening to music, playing on my drumset, talking to my girlfriend (kissing my girlfriend), singing when no one is listening, playing in my band, and pretty much just rocking out 24/7
Expertise: Drumming and (accoring to a lot of people) singing, I also try to be the best friend I can to every one I care about
Occupation: being the most loving boyfrien
Message: message me
Member Since:
4/4/2007
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| hey everyone, um, me and my girlfriend just broke up so if you message me on this site I most likely won't respond, and no I don't think I'll be making a new site so don't try to find me, and if your wondering yes I'm alright, we are both still friends and you don't need to worry about it, I hope you all do well with where ever you go, bye, Matt Godwin King of Rocking Out  
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| I don't understand why people have to try to make their lives horrible, it's human nature to do or say the thing that most hurts us, it's like we are on a never ending quest to destroy ourselves, I do it too, why, if there is something about to kill you and you only have a second to stop it, you tempt fate, it's in our nature, I do it too, if I have a problem that is hurting me, and I ignore it too the point of insanity, I do it anyway, I don't want to be another person who ruins their life because they don't care enough to do something about it, you know, for the past couple of years I have been an idiot, I have made some bad choices and I learn from my mistakes, but I'm done, I'm tired of being the family screw-up, I'm tired of always doing the wrong thing, I'm tired of my sister saying stuff like I'm not going to go down that path I don't have to worry about it, I am so sick of her saying stuff like that, she says it all the time now, like since everyone else is saying it she can too, no, I won't take that, especially from her, she is going to end up even worse than I am if she doesn't shape up, I'm not going to fail, my life isn't over, | | |
| I am so happy, I'm extatic, thrilled, there were too many 1st period english classes so our whole class got switched from the hell hole into Mr. Carbon class, the guy who uses the Simpsons as examples in his class, ok, here's the story, I was in Ms. Wood's class 1st period, if you want to know how horrible she was just take a look down a bit at Wednesday, September 12, 2007, anyway, she was a bitch and I so far had not learned anything in that class, then we went into class today and Mr. Carbon and Ms. Wood told us all that there were too many English classes so Ms.wood was tking all the Freshmen and Mr. Carbon was starting a new Sophomore class, I thought I could run laps I was going to scream with joy, I HATED MS. WOOD, and now I don't have to worry about that whore anymore, we start new grades, this teacher actually RESPECTS us, and I am going to learn something, something useful, oh wow, I feel great. 
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| I am such an idiot. I need to just say this because if I don't I'm going to explode. I'm failing like every single one of my classes. I have done hardly any homework, BUT I'M TRYING SO HARD, I just get too much, in english I get a 3 paragraph essay, 1 and 1/2 pages every night, in spanish I get multiple things, stuff out of the book mostly, in biology, I get these little things that are just annoying, in history, I get a chapter to read and summarize in notes every night, and we have something in math every day and it is like 2 assignments every night, and in the classes I am not learning as much as I would like to, ESPECIALLY ENGLISH, I HATE THAT TEACHER, she hasn't taught us a single thing, the only thing we do is talk about ourselves, she has asked us to bring in childhood photos, and items, and she has asked us way too many personal questions, like, "do you have any younger siblings? I want to know if your an only child and spoiled or if you can handle some kind of responsibility," and she gave us a survey that asked stuff like have you ever been in love, what is your family situation like at home? then she gave us an assignment to ask someone else in the class those questions, I don't know about anyone else but as far as I'm concerned, that is none of her fucking buisness, I don't know what she's playing at, whatever her deal is she needs to stop NOW, I'm changing classes, I don't care, I didn't want to because I didn't want to have to deal with that problem, but now I don't care anymore, I am so fed up, life just seems to be getting harder, and now that I think of it, what about life after school, everyone else is doing well in school, they don't have to worry, they know what they want, I don't know what I'm going to do, I don't want to grow up, leave school, I'd do homework for the rest of my life, I don't care, I just seem to be so pressured about my future lately, I'm so lost inside my own head, some one help...... | | |
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